Victim testimony describing sexual abuse by Jeffrey Epstein

Scott Link June 19, 2019 Page 4 HE thought this is what it must feel like to become a woman. She was both thrilled and ashamed. She followed the path that Mr. Epstein set out for her because he said if she trusted him and did what he told her to do, everything would go according to his plan and her career would soar. Without him the world was a scary and unpredictable place. When she was with him, she felt like everything was right because of how much love and care she received from him. She started to think and believe that they would be together and that he would marry her. He used the purple massage vibrator on her time and time again. She closed her eyes feeling lost, overwhelmed and out of control. When he stuck his penis in her mouth, she did what she was told. She choked and gagged and when she tried to move her head away he forced it back into place. Mr. Epstein was extremely aggressive. When it was over he told her how amazing she was. She continued to believe in Mr. Epstein’s friendship and guidance. Mr. Epstein took her virginity. This was the trajectory for which he groomed her. | WE first sexual experience was devoid of tenderness or affection. She was stripped down and made to shower. Mr. Epstein told her, “If you’re lying about being a virgin, or I get a disease from you, I’ll kill you.” She felt her mind separate from her body during intercourse. She began to feel like a shell of her former self. She was mortified and in agony. She felt she had become everything her parents feared she would become. She was appearing in beauty magazines and making hundreds of thousands of dollars, but felt dirty and worthless. Mr. Epstein made her feel like nothing more than a teenage prostitute. Everything came crashing down once she realized that this was not love. | left Mr. Epstein’s residence for the last time feeling less than human. On her way out, she passed a young girl who appeared to be another young model. As turned around to glance back, she saw the young woman entering Mr. Epstein’s residence. She was disgusted with the realization that she was one of many called to “massage” Epstein. had a nervous breakdown while alone in New York. She found herself crying inconsolably, shaking, hyperventilating and unable to go to her castings and meetings. She was suicidal. She feared confiding in her agents and reaching out for help from them because she was so ashamed. She booked a ticket to go home. She flew back to Kansas where her parents were living. She never returned to New York. PF | was devastated with the realization of what she was lured into and how she HOUSE_OVERSIGHT_010563