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From: Sent: Friday, March 24, 2017 2:27 PM To: jeffrey E. Subject: Re: But so we will never see each other again even when you come to E=rope ? II giorno Fri, =ar 24, 2017 alle 2:24 AM <mailto > ha scritto: I cannot sleep. Also with all the goodwill it's impossible to stay p=sitive. I think I'm going to move to the countryside, I cannot live in=a city anymore. I need a family and someone taking care of me. The only pe=son I wanted to be with doesn't even want to see me. I feel anxious, l=nely, sad and heartbroken all at the same time II giorno Fri, Mar 24, 2017 alle 2:05 AM - > ha scritto: I also have to leave my apartment in 2 weeks=and have no place where to stay, S luggages, no revenue to rent an other a=artment... wow II giorno Fr=, Mar 24, 2017 alle 159 A > ha scritto: L=fe is horrible II gio=no Fri, Mar 24, 2017 alle 1:51 AM ha scritto: And if he says yes but it's not paid for the first months ? l'=e got 4 months to live ( rent and living), then I'm dead. During these=months that I have worked at I've never went out once, I ha=e no more social life and totally isolated myself from everyone. I'm o=ly 22 and I feel I've completely lost my youth and my joy for I ife.40=A0 II giorno Fri, Mar 24, =017 alle 1:43 AM Jeffrey E. <jeevacation@gmail.com <mailto:jeevacation@gmail.com» ha scrit=o: <=iv class="gmail_msg">tell the photographer that you really want to learn=and are willing to work harder than anyone hes ever seen, . 40=A0 I only wish you well. On Thu, Mar 23, 2017 at 8:40 PM, <mailto > wrote= EFTA_R1_01438637 EFTA02401782 You wish me luck but you didn't !answer at my me=sage on what and how I should do for the job ? I have more the impression =hat you wish me the worse II gior=o Fri, Mar 24, 2017 alle 1:35 AM jeffrey E. <jeevacation@gmail.com<=a» ha scritto: <mailto:jeevacat=on@gmail.com> do as you wish, i will not be there= if i were you i wouldnt spend any money on anything but essen=ials. . i do not intend to give you any more money= . I will be in europe for most of the next three weeks.=C24> I wish you luck , <=r class="m_2008939992220736234m_3327599502098812389m_- 204731238982563604=m_-946890848324566587m_4605135208431940395m_6050947055122833337gmail_msg =mail_msg"> On Thu, Mar 23, 2017 at 7:15 PM, <mailto > wrote: I'm boo=ing my flight to NY II giorno Thu, Mar 23, 2017 alle 11:34 Ply <mailto » ha scritto: Jeffrey for now with no degree I can only g=t internships in good companies thanks to my contacts in order to learn, n=t real jobs. Everyone I ask for a paid job tell me I need to finish my deg=ee, except for you ( you don't want to hire me as well or help me find=one) ! All the internships/jobs good or bad I did since now I've alway= found them alone by myself. After asking everyone I know for a "real=quot; paid job as you said the only options I have without a degree are: w=itress, cleaner, babysitter or sales girl. I can't find any useful ski=ls I can learn in those jobs that I haven't already learned before lik= being on time, humility and respect and no growth in a specific field of =y interest. The only thing I see myself in is in the Art industry but you =on't consider it as a "real job" . I find myself completely =rapped in a situation where I can't find a way out and don't=see a future... Sorry if I'm writing you this but I'm panick=ng II giorno Thu, Mar 23, 20=7 alle 8:56 PM > ha scritto: </=iv> II giorno Thu, Mar 23, 2017 alle 8:54 PM <mailto > =a scritto: You didn't reply to m= message II giorno Thu, Mar 23, 20=7 alle 8:53 PM Jeffrey E. <jeevacation@gmail.com</=» ha scritto: <mailto:jeevacation@gmail.com> Whining On Thu, Mar 23, 2017 at 3:48 PM <mailto > wrote:=br class="m_2008939992220736234m_3327599502098812389m_-20473123898256360=4m_-946890848324566587m_- 1605135208431940395m_6050947055122833337m_3364104=67956995749m_630129476617375893gmail_msg 2 EFTA_R1_01438638 EFTA02401783 m_2008939992220736234m_3327599502=98812389m_-2047312389825636044m_-946890848324566587m_- 160513520843194039Sm=6050947055122833337gmail_msg gmail_msg"> if I was smart and beautiful as you =aid I would be already successful and you would probably be with me instea= of ignoring me. I don't even have a degree now II giorno Thu, M=r 23, 2017 alle 1:49 P I'm sure you might think that photography is not a real job but it=can turn into one if I do it well. At the beginning I will earn no money w=th it since I have to learn and I will probably need to work in a shop or =omething to earn some money. My question is how do I learn by assisting a =hotographer if I work in a shop all day ?? How can I earn money to pay my =ent and living and in the same time learn a new skill in order to grow in =hat specific field ? I'm not sure how I should manage this... Il=giorno Wed, Mar 22, 2017 alle 8:48 PM > ha scritto: Ps: I am meeting with Jean Baptiste Huynh the photogra=her on Friday ( we went at his studio together once ). I think he is the p=rfect base to start with if I want to learn about photography specially fo= the use of light. He is excellent in this and I could learn a lot from hi=. I love his work II giorno Wed, Mar 22, 2017 alle 3:59 PM > ha scritto: I am trying to do things differently in order to=grow, build my identity and stand up on my own two feet as I said... You a=e the one person that has always been there for me and the only one I coul= really rely on. I just didn't expect you would let me go like this af=er everything... I would like to do something for you to show you my grati=ude. I know I've lost a lot of time, patience of yours, credibility an= made many mistakes by repeating the same wrong path over and over- I apol=gize for this. I will never be thankful enough. Thanks to you I've lea=ned so many things that without your support I would have probably never k=own. You taught me so much about life and myself that I can only be thankf=l with you. I want to make you happy and I'm sorry I've disappoint=d you. It's by falling that one learns to walk and thanks to all of th=se mistakes that I have done over and over I've finally cleared up my =ind and understood what are my real goals ( for real ) =div class="m_2008939992220736234m_3327599502098812389m_- 2047312389825636=44m_-946890848324566587m_- 1605135208431940395m_6050947055122833337m_336410=967956995749m_630129476617375893gmail_msg m_2008939992220736234m_332759950=098812389m_-2047312389825636044m_-946890848324566587m_- 1605135208431940395=_6050947055122833337gmail_msg gmail_msg">These are my goals: 1. Photography: Learn=ng photography because it's my real passion ( after Jeffrey ) and I ha=e an eye for it. Starting by becoming a photographer's assistant in or=er to master a camera, the light and learn all the basics. 2. Next: being represented by=s an in=luencer not just because of my name but as a professional photographer and=promote my work or fashion brands. 3 EFTA_R1_01438639 EFTA02401784 3. Acting classes ( if possible) 4. Train regularly and keep a healthy lifestyle <=div> I will work hard in order to=achieve these goals. I love you so much Jeffrey, I just want to make you h=ppy and if there is anything I can give you or do for you please let me kn=w. I mean it. =div class="gmail_quote m_2008939992220736234m_3327599502098812389m_-2047=12389825636044m_-946890848324566587m_- 1605135208431940395m_605094705512283=337m_3364104967956995749m_630129476617375893gmail_msg m_200893999222073623=m_3327599502098812389m_-2047312389825636044m_-946890848324566587m_- 1605135=08431940395m_6050947055122833337gmail_msg gmail_msg"> II giorno Tue, Mar 21, 2017 alle 1:06 PM jeffrey E. &l=;jeevacation@gmail.com <mailto:jeevacation@gmail.com> ha scritto: httpslifinance=yahoo.cominews/former-google-career-coach-shares- 192457773.html =C2* .=C24, 1 instead of recognition of your responsibility ,=C24k and ackowledgment of your wrongdoing. you continue=to whine - poor me . how could you?. . to your fam=ly and me. . instead of keeping your word. , email after=email saying NOW i realize that i must do somethings differently,Q=A0 I promise i will change, try etc. you co=tinue on your own repeated path again and again. . =1 only wish you well. you want to be an influencer, you must excerc=se. . you know that , but eat instead. . you want to be=a model you should probably do as most girls do and get their noses=redone for photos. . . you didnt want a part time job, t=ough temporaryy for fear of it becoming your life. all silly.= you are smart and beautiful, you need to work On Tue, Mar 21, 2017 at 7:10 AM, » wrote: I have n=ver thought you would abandon me like this, ever. <mailto please note The information cont=ined in this communication is conf=dential, may be attorney-client privileged, may constitute inside information, and is intended only for the use of the addressee. 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