EFTA Document EFTA02005475

To: • v tion©gmail.com[jeevacation@gmail.com]; JE Jaillleevacation@gmail.com] From: Sent: ue 1 /9/2012 12:32:10 AM Thanks for meeting with me. You look good. Nothing to do with money or helping me„ and more important than anything we talked about is just being reminded that you are not the bad guy. It's easy to forget when we don't meet or even talk for months, unless there is a problem. The more time passes by, the more I could use a reminder that you are not the man people describe and attack. I always vehemently defend you, but then I go home and I admittedly have trouble justifying the same accusations to myself. I think the effects of what happened just hit me recently and I wake up with nightmares about girls and police. I'm sorry if my emails were aggressive. I find myself in a weird position that I can't discuss with anyone else, and I'm not sure how to explain it without sounding like a victim. That's not my intention at all and I don't want to make you feel guilty. I do feel guilty about my role and I am really just looking for a reminder that you are the same kind guy I met, who would not knowingly hurt people. Seeing you helps. Can you understand that? EFTA_R1_00504394 EFTA02005475